Waited like what Rohani would say burung pungguk and no fruit came to bear. I really can't believe myself I totally fell for you, head over heels in a jiffy without digging out your true personality. C'mon, even your bff is way better than you without those excruciating looks of yours. Got beauty, but no heart? Yes, that's how I describe you as of from now until my heart say that you're worthy enough to be forgiven. I strain my eyes & brain to think about you every moment, but alas, you both will be together as of like, soon?

I'm so f***ed up now that I wanna ram my head against the wall or to cut myself. I think not twice, but umpteen times what's the use if I really did the above things just because of one person that I care the most, but that person don't care about me. I gain nothing.

Me: What do u feel when yr friend told your admirer that your friend likes your admirer? I lost hope, I lost everything.

Dydy: And what do u feel when ur own cuzzie that u really trust took ur admire despite him in a rlship and he knows u like ur admire? U dont lost everything. In fact, it opens your eyes to see who can be trusted and who can't.

That person really make me realise something: you can't get what you want in a blink of an eye. make effort. don't give chances.

I know I was clumsy and a klutz. When they say I should not befriend you, it's for my own good. And because of you, I got into most of the trouble that you planned (mastermind!) but you blamed me to save your butt. Now, it's time for me to save my butt and make my stand. Lighten up, you weren't the only one I thought who was special. My ears could bleed listening to your brags on love-life and so on. So listen, I'm in a bad mood, don't ask me why I wrote this. If you shout, you know who's listening.


Pathethic Fallancy: Friends have their limits to trust. I'm so naive. The world is too small for your big secrets. Wait, you both are naive as well. Can't deny that though.

We are, afterall, history.
We're nothing now, get it? Strangers of everyday we are.