It's getting harder day by day. And being loved by someone is like being chained by a cruel being. But I know, I wont get that person, even if I want to. Because, that person is different. So am I. We're like living in separate dimension. I regret for the moves I've made. I really do, but there's no way I could turn back time, unless I'm Hiro Nakamura or something. It's getting harder to breathe, harder to live, harder to forget someone. I wanna enjoy my singlehood again. It sucks being attached.

And so, I miss you badly. It got to hard for me. I thought I can hold on, but I know I can't. If you love someone, you're willing to let them go. But I think it sucked. It doesn't really reflect what love really is. The bottom line, what is love? It's unexplainable lah. If Bill Gates can say what love is, then he's the most genius person in the world.

For the current life, it's going through regular ups and downs. But I'm not telling my friends. Because I don't want to. I have to live life alone one day. Kalau hidup flat je, kan boring? For those who really think you've found that someone, better tell it now, or you wont get to tell him/her later.

Kalau kita mencintai seseorang sekarang, kita akan benci orangnya nanti. Kalau kita membenci seseorang nanti, kita akan sayang orangnya kemudian.

Excuse my flaw, translating english to malay. And I try so hard to change, yet it's not getting to my head. N levels are over, the heart can explode anytime now.

P.s.: Listen to the mind, not the heart. Follow the body, not the mind.

Eh, sound so profound eventhough exams are over. *insert zany smiley here*