I messed up for the 5734897th time. Went new year with the fellow crewmates. Thought they were staying up late until the first train, but they decided to go home instead. I so-called have this bitch fits with Hadi awhile. When suddenly Hazierah texted him, he has his superhuman moments. After that, met BFF at Esplanade river side to take my wax and proceed to Bukit Gombak to meet dearest Fauzan & Hazierah. This year's new year celebration started off like **** cause' of unforeseen circumstances. I can't believe I stay all the way up when there's practice later on.

Seriously pathetic: Hadi is actually afraid of the pontianak. Like that's something new. Afterall, that boy really is a big boy but he's afraid of a harmless being? Laugh all you want. But it's true. Anyway, I lied about that thing. (Right back at 'cha!)

"I never did promised you anything. But I just felt that I should at least be there for you. Eventhough you try to drift away from me. I tried hard enough to get near to you. But it seems as if you're the fire, I'm the ice. I also never did wanted to do that in the first place. Why must I disappoint you when the other two already did? It may seem so intentional, but I never did want you to be disappointed. Fine, I lied. I stopped. I didn't quit. I would not want you to help. I have to go through this alone, by myself in the center of my serenity. Until when must I depend on other people? I'm a failure. I'm everything that's bad. I'm everything, from screwing plans to losing trust and destroying love."

2008 just doesn't feel right. It sucked. But sweet memories will be etched in my mind. Both brains, left & right. I really really really hope 2009 will be a good year for all the ones I love. Family, Lepak Crew, 30T Crew, etc.,

Happy New Year to everyone, screw 2008 and usher 2009.
I'm so looking forward to change. Like pronto.

Down to 9 days guys. Let's give our best shot. Whatever it takes, we don't have to win. Just have fun.