Listen, I don't know if you're gonna read this or not, but I have enough. You don't have to prove it to me. Just prove it to your miserable life. Yes, I am rude. But that's just how I take my stand. If you're not happy with my words or actions, I advice you to stay away from my life. Why cry when there's tomorrow? The least is, I'm not that desperate to be in love. Maybe I am, but I don't know. I don't hate you. It's dislike. That's the word I'm looking for. I'll be lying if I say I'm still "okay" with you guys. What the fuck, this world isn't fair at all. Bonding? That's just bad art la. Wait, your sibling? This ass-hole (the one you talked about), is the one who introduced them to you people but Allah Almighty made them stay. He also can make them go away.

Also, the more things change, the more they stay the same.
You're just tricking your mind to hope for everything's not the same, but better. But the fact is, you are really hurting inside. Deeply, I know you still need me. I just know it, that's all. Don't worry, I forgive you for those filthy words you used against me. And get the facts right: You kicked me out. I didn't left. Remnants of mmyself is somewhere there. And wanna freeze me to death? With what? An ice-cube?

& to that slut who's not in any crew, you're so not in Rush's crew la for goodness sake. Asswipe. Don't say I'm the problem when you're not being modest about yourself.

Note to self: You have to stop this thing to prevent conflicts. But then again, siape yang makan cili, dier yang rase pedas. I don't care if you wanna prove it to me. But don't you think it's, what's the word? Erm, proud? Too proud.

Eat on this. Not happy? So?