How the hell this happen? How did I get there? Note to self: Must meet Val & Pul more man. I'm busy with school that I'm pulling my hairs. Okay, stop.

I'm in the mood to type a long post. And then, here goes.

People like me, pour the oil to the fire. True, but Detonation must not separate no matter what, unless one individual wants to. I may lose some people in life, but it's not the memories that matters. It's on how they help me in the past. You know who you are.

And it's pretty ironic on how I can ask people's number and the week after that, I'm already in love. What the hell, right? I wanna go danceworks 09 but there's shooting going on. Later, will be my time. Really.

Someone once told me:

"Hidup kite kan Dek, tak boleh hidung tinggi. Mesti selalu tolong orang. Mane tau, mungkin satu hari kite perlukan pertolongan orang lain. Jangan pernah lupa siape yang ajar."

True enough. But where did it all go? I am a good person now. I just know it. It's like a small instinct, you know what I mean. Sure, people can play these skirmish-backstabbing games, but they'll get retribution. So I shall not care about all these stupid games. The main thing is, I still have the ones who would still pick up my calls although they're busy. what am I thinking? You're not coming back.

Life's great. School eh? Okay lah, but need to pay attention more since my attendance is dropping.

Sigh. Ramai yang tunjuk, ramai yang ajar, tapi tak ramai yang mengerti.

Baby, I need protection.

Labels: So close but so far away.