You can call me Rad. I'm madly in love with Rihanna Robyn Fenty. I'm 18 years old, grows a year older every 16th July. I love dancing, laughing & eating. I have high metabolism, that's why I don't really gain weight; and I hate it. And I'm an avid foodie. I eat food when I'm hungry & bored.
I'm afraid of elephants, teletubbies & evil clowns. I'm disgusted with poisonous & stinging creatures too. Example given, the bee & the hornet.
RAD stands for:
R - Romantic
A - Amazing, Adorable & Addictive
D - Deranged
I can be your friend, your enemy or whatsoever. I like quoting. So if you can't handle me at my worst, you can't get me at my best.
To me, love means putting someone first before yourself. Add me up & we could talk. I don't believe in fairy tales, but sometimes, life needs fantasy to make our lives feel the magic.
I can't remember the last time I was here. I can't put a finger on the exact term to describe how I'm feeling right now. Depressed? Most probably. Worried? Yeah, that must be it.
I called Mum last night to ask for cash she promised. I wasn't surprised, Along picked up my call. And she asked where I am now. She told me Mum's in hospital. I asked why, she said that Mum suffered a sickness, called stroke. When I reached her ward, it's like she doesn't recognize me, but she's trying hard to see who I am. I wanted to hug Along and tried holding by tears back. I succeed. But the good news is that, Mum could talk now. And I have never seen such a beauty in Mum when she sleeps. Despite her sickness, she's still the being that made me live my life until today. My siblings & I are just not ready to lose her yet.
Now that's Atieq Alien. My sister. My pal.
This makes me wonder. Is she actually made like that, or is it her time to suffer? Maybe not both. I'm despressed now that I felt as if someone reached out to my chest and pulled my vital organs. She's the reason I breathe. She's the reason I live. You have no idea what it feels like to sleep at night, worrying whether you'll see the ones you love go away. It's hard for me. But I'm standing still. I just decided not to tell my Dad yet. I want him to find out for me.
Truth is, I still love my Mother despite the fact I don't meet her everyday. That's her. Happy with her new husband.
Dear Allah Almighty, please give my mother the strength to fight this. Amin.
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