Right now at this moment, I need a place to stay because I can't take it living with sickening & unmannered people (and children!) With the exception of my step-sister, step-dad & my mum. Besides, I've never felt ''as one'' with them except for some of the times. Kau nak cakap aku ni tak betul? Dengar-dengar anak-anak kau sume ade cara?

So my eldest step-sister told me to leave because she can't take it anymore & I was like, ''By me leaving, she could live as per normal? I don't get it.'' Seriously, whatever to her. _|_ you plus your husband are very fucked up anyways.

And fyi, she has been calling guys from overseas every night behind her husband's back & her husband hasn't caught her. Yet. Is he stupid or dumb or just plain slow? I wouldn't want to curse her family but maybe it's true what they say - biological siblings & step-siblings are not the same.

I could just explode & cry right now but I won't waste a single mother-f*ckin' tear on someone who doesn't appreciate me. She + her husband + four children can just eff off from this world. I can't take it living with them. Never ever.

Plus I can't possibly go back to Dad's place. Not like this. I'll be back to square one. And I have to start all over again. Dad's naggings, Cruella De Vil's tauntings & more. Can I have a brain-washing power right now? Like please. I need a solution. But what?